Spotlight: Fear and Desire by Sophie Kisker
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Publication date: February 10th 2023
Genres: Adult, Contemporary, Dark Romance, Romance
Synopsis:
Dan has sacrificed everything, including his soul, for this covert op. All that’s left is Laura.
He prays every night that when this nightmare is over she’ll be waiting for him, and she’ll help him get through the guilt that will plague him for the rest of his life.
Then Laura is ripped from her safe world and thrust into his. Now she’s a part of the darkness and despair. He must say things to her, and do things to her, that she might never forgive him for.
And when the carefully scheduled mission goes terribly wrong and she’s stolen away from him, he must track her down on the other side of the world before she disappears forever into the shadows.
Excerpt
Running had been a really stupid idea. Hanging by the arms sounded sexy in erotic novels, but it was awful in real life. She could barely put her feet flat. The ache in her arms had grown to a fire, and there was no way to relieve it. When she rose to the balls of her feet to take the strain off her wrists, her calf muscles cramped.
The sweat that ran down her body itched. She had started whimpering a long time ago.
She didn’t know if her stunt had worked. It was possible someone else was about to whip her, and Dan would never know she was here. And if he knew she was here, it was possible that the person she cared for so much was going to hurt her.
The boards of the barn floor creaked. Despite knowing it wouldn’t help, she begged again. “Please, sir, I’m sorry, I’ll never try it again, I promise, just don’t hurt me anymore. I’ll be obedient, I promise—”
A hand covered her mouth.
“Don’t say anything.”
It was Dan! She nodded.
“Stay silent while you listen to me. There are cameras everywhere, and I never know who’s watching, but if we whisper, we won’t be overheard.” She nodded once more, and he released his hand.
“Laura, I am so unbelievably sorry you got mixed up with this. You know I’m undercover, right? Please tell me you don’t think I’d actually do this kind of thing?”
“Dan, of course you wouldn’t!”
He let his breath out, as though he’d been holding it until she gave the answer he needed to hear.
“But, shit, Dan, I never imagined anything like this!”
He sighed. “I’ve been on this case ever since I came back into town. And now there’s someone who wants me to screw up so he can replace me. I’m sure he grabbed you because he thinks I’ll give you special treatment, which won’t make his uncle, who’s the head of this whole slave ring, happy.”
“Dan, please, I’m scared!” She was shaking. She’d wanted to be brave, but her fear was rapidly overtaking her resolve.
“I know you’re scared. But I can’t get you out of here. This place is crawling with guards who are absolutely loyal to this guy DeLeo. They’ll shoot all of us if they suspect anything. But in a little less than a month there’s going to be an auction, and this will all be over,” he said. “You’ll have to stay until then, but if you never want to see me again after that, I understand.”
“Don’t say that! You can’t do anything that would make me hate you!”
It was a moment before he spoke.
“Laura, you have no idea how bad this is going to get. I’m going to have to punish you harder than I would punish the others, to prove that I’m not affected by your presence here.”
Hearing him say those words crushed the small hope she’d still carried. There was no solution that would see her safely home. She had no choice but to remain here, and she wept silently as she struggled to say the words he needed to hear.
“If I have to stay,” she stuttered, “then I want you—I need you—to do whatever it takes to get through this, and I don’t want you to feel guilty about it later. If you have to hurt me, do it. Just get us home safe, please.” She had to get those words out, no matter how terrified she was, before the band of fear squeezing her chest prevented her from saying anything at all. She couldn’t put any more burden on him.
“Laura, you don’t know what–”
“It doesn’t matter. I’m giving you consent.”
There was silence.
“Dan?” she whispered.
When he spoke, it was barely above a whisper. “Laura, I love you, and when we get out of here, I want to spend the rest of my life showing you how much.”
The statement stunned her and suddenly everything she’d spent years refusing to think about fell into place.
“I love you too, Dan,” she replied, her heart tearing apart. “I think I always have. Now please, do what you have to do.”
She felt him nod. He stepped away.
“I’ll be back after breakfast to deliver your punishment.” His footsteps faded as he left her hanging and alone.
Oh, God, help me! Fear roared up and consumed her.
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About the Author
Hi there! For years, I wrote and hid stories in the computer, convinced that no one would be interested in the twisted musings of my mind. When the internet showed me that there were others who were just as twisted, I decided to come out of the closet.
My men are strong, even when love makes them tender. My women are fierce and independent and will not surrender until they are respected. My stories are about negotiating the dance between the two, until he claims her heart in the end.
Right now, I split my time between being mother, wife, overworked employee, and servent to the cat's every need. Most evenings will find me hiding in my office cave to write, where I only care about my internet signal and the strength of my coffee.
Find out more about my books, including more complete and descriptive book summaries, at www.sophiekisker.com.
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