Spotlight: The Very Unremarkable Life of Mrs. Etty Bloom by Talya Jankovits

In the insulated Hasidic community of Williamsburg, Brooklyn, tradition and cultural norms are as sacred as religion. Childhood friendships are cultivated to climb social ladders, matchmakers dictate futures, and young girls are primed for marriage and motherhood. So, when Etty Greenberger, a headstrong redhead and the only child of Holocaust survivors, commits one ugly and thoughtless act, she believes she has sabotaged her opportunity to secure a desirable match. Reluctantly, she agrees to marry Benji Bloom, a fishmonger’s son far below her marital aspirations, becoming Mrs. Etty Bloom. With each passing year, Etty grows further from the life she had hoped for, filled with disappointment and delusions of grandeur. As she grapples with loss, grief, and the challenges of motherhood, she also discovers friendship, love, and joy in the most unexpected places. It may take a lifetime, but Etty Bloom finally learns that an unremarkable life can be remarkable after all.

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About the Author

Talya Jankovits is the author of the poetry collection, girl woman wife mother. Her essays, fiction, and poetry have appeared in many publications. She currently resides in Chicago with her husband and their four daughters. The Very Unremarkable Life of Mrs. Etty Bloom is her debut novel.

Spotlight: The Girl on the Beach by Carol Snow

A missing child tears a family apart in this switchback roller coaster of a psychological thriller that builds to a final, jaw-dropping twist, perfect for fans of Jennifer Hillier and Lisa Lutz.

On the surface, Sonia and Graham Starr were a glamorous couple: She, the sleek entrepreneur; he, the boyishly handsome painter with an irrepressible zest for life. They had everything money can buy and the one thing it can’t—a precious, precocious four-year-old named Roxie. But when Roxie disappears into the Pacific Ocean on a perfect August afternoon, their world crumbles around them.

Months later, Roxie’s twenty-one-year-old former nanny, plagued by guilt and confusion, returns to the Starrs’ beach house on the “American Riviera,” the rarefied stretch of land around Santa Barbara where the mountains meet the sea. Her first night back, she gazes out at the sand, only to see a child who bears a striking resemblance to Roxie. When she calls out, the child runs away.

Colleen never believed that Roxie, who was afraid of the surf, would run into the ocean on her own. Now, she is determined to get to the truth, even if it means facing her greatest fears.

The Girl on the Beach asks us who we trust when we can’t trust ourselves.

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Spotlight: Young Aleister Crowley and the Magicians’ Revolt by Lon Milo DuQuette and Jim Bratkowsky

Step into the occult underworld of Edwardian London in Young Aleister Crowley and the Magicians’ Revolt and follow Crowley as he plunges into the secret society of the Golden Dawn.

The year is 1900, and this isn’t just a new club; it’s a war zone. Crowley, a rebellious genius, an aspiring magician, and an acclaimed poet, unwittingly arrives amidst a power struggle as the formidable magicians of the Golden Dawn revolt against their leaders, MacGregor Mathers and his wife, Moina Mathers.

Empowered by an ancient Arabic grimoire, the Mathers pair claimed contact with “Secret Masters,” but now their influence is waning. As historical figures like William Butler Yeats and Bram Stoker populate the ranks, Crowley finds himself caught in a magical crossfire. His naive pursuit of enlightenment accidentally ignites an all-out wizard war with magical attacks recoiling upon his adversaries. Young Aleister Crowley and the Magicians’ Revolt culminates in a climactic magical showdown, where Crowley’s self-realization becomes his ultimate weapon.

Between the darkness and the light stands Aleister Crowley.

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Chapter 1: Funeral and Fairy Tale 

The funeral had been the strangest any of us had ever attended. The tiny cemetery chapel  was rented for only an hour and stood almost empty. I counted only fifteen mourners. We  were joined by three members of the press eager to squeeze one last drop of scandalous  blood from the black turnip of England’s most notorious character. 

Unlike the turbulent life of our departed guest of honor, the brief ceremony was  quiet and respectful. Louis Wilkerson read “Hymn to Pan,” my favorite of the old boys’  poems; three old friends said a few words; and then that was that. Predictably, the next day’s newspaper headlines couldn’t have been more luridly inaccurate. 

Aleister Crowley—Worst Man in the World Dies 

Cremating “Great Beast” 

Desecrated by Black Mass 

It hardly seemed a fitting goodbye to a genuine holy man, Logos of the Aeon,  Prophet of a New Age. But then, perhaps it was perfect. 

I returned to London by train with Lady Harris, who invited me to stay at her home  in town for the few days that remained before I sailed back to New York. I eagerly accepted  her offer. It is not every day a green Hollywood scriptwriter is invited to unpack his  toothbrush at the home of the artist-wife of an influential member of parliament. 

I was especially keen to attend the lavish “curry wake” that Lady Harris was  scheduled to host the next evening in honor of our departed master. He did so love his  curry—the hotter the better. However, it was the guest list of this most esoteric of soirees that made my mouth water—one guest in particular, Sir Francis Bendick. This would be  perhaps my one and only chance to meet and interview this legendary film director. 

Bendick was one of only a handful of British filmmakers to resist the lure of  Hollywood throughout his long and distinguished career. He was a bona fide genius who  helped give birth to the industry at the turn of the century. He would go on to elevate the  silent medium from inane shorts and melodramas to serious literary theatre. He wrote, he 

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directed, he edited, and he occasionally appeared in the films that continually reinvented  the state of the art. 

Most remarkably, he worked his magic throughout the bloody madness called the  Great War. His propaganda efforts for king and country were powerfully inspiring, poignant,  and breathtakingly honest. He was knighted for his wartime efforts by George V during the  exuberance of the roaring twenties—a time when sound was giving a voice to Bendick’s  genius of touching souls in the darkness. 

During the Second World War he was consulted regularly by the Joint Intelligence  Committee; offering vital intelligence concerning the Third Reich’s influences in the British  and American film industries.3 

Only a handful of extraordinarily discrete individuals were aware that Bendick was  also a devoted disciple and benefactor of Aleister Crowley and had been since 1907. He  knew more about Crowley and his work than any other living human being. The fact he  could keep such devotion a secret from the public and three wives for over forty years was  truly amazing. 

At the request of Lord Harris, he did not attend the funeral. But nothing short of  death would keep him from Frieda Harris’s Crowley-curry wake. 

Sir Francis and I had two things in common. We were both ceremonial magicians,  initiates of Crowley’s magical order, Ordo Templi Orientis, and we were both in the movie  business—he at the end of his illustrious career, I at the beginning of mine. Meeting him in  person and having the opportunity to pick his brain was the reason I had traveled at my own  expense to dreary old England in the damp December of 1947; he and my own dream of  producing a proper feature film about Aleister Crowley, the man I considered the most  important, the most colorful, and the most misunderstood holy man of the 20th century. If  all went well, Sir Francis Bendick would help me write it. 

The Harris’s home in town was located at Number 3 Devonshire Terrace,  Marylebone High Street. It was a testament to the eccentric nature of its residents. Its  exterior was modest and understated; a fitting façade for a powerful member of  parliament, deputy leader of England’s Liberal Party, and his bohemian/artist wife.

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The home’s interior was furnished (as if by order of the studio prop department)  with clichéd antique perfection. The walls, however, were bereft of the stodgy portraits of  ancient ancestors and horses one might expect in such affluent British homes. Instead,  they were festooned with Lady Harris’s abstract paintings of mystical and Masonic themes,  a few of which, I confess, I found to be nothing short of disturbing. 

I was billeted in a guest room large enough to engulf my Silverlake bungalow. I  sank so deeply into the canopied bed that I felt I would be swallowed in the night like an  insect trapped in a Venus flytrap, so I spent a chilly and restless night stretched out on two  chairs that I pushed together near the fire. (Yes. The bedrooms each had a fireplace.) 

The next morning, I was called downstairs to breakfast only to discover that I was  conspicuously underdressed. I self-consciously hovered over the sideboard and scooped a  pile of scrambled eggs onto my plate, hoping no one would mention the fact that I was not  wearing a tie. 

I completely panicked when Lady Harris announced, “We’ll be dressing for  tonight’s wake, dear.” 

If I wasn’t properly attired for self-serve breakfast, then I wasn’t likely to have full  evening dress upstairs in my Gladstone bag. Over toast and marmalade, I confessed my  predicament and threw myself upon the mercy of Lady Harris. She was neither particularly  amused nor upset. 

“You look to be about Percy’s size. I’m sure we can find you something, dear,” was her only  comment. 

After breakfast, she put me in the care of Archie, a frail and severely attired octogenarian  whom I assumed had been in service to Harris family since before the Restoration. I spent  the remainder of the daylight hours in his silent company trying on an array of His  Lordship’s trousers, shirts, ties, stockings, braces, and shoes. What didn’t fit was soon  whisked away to be duly and truly altered. 

By 4:30 p.m., I had secured an entire ensemble and barely had time to bathe before the  dinner guests (and Sir Francis) arrived.

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It was 5:00 p.m. and already dark. The Harris house smelled like an Indian  restaurant. I was famished. I’d had nothing to eat since breakfast (I’d missed lunch in the  fitting room with old Archie). 

Lady Harris stationed me at her side like a Selfridges manikin and introduced me  to the guests as they arrived. She obligingly rattled off a breathless summary of each  illustrious life and their connection to Crowley. 

I instantly recognized the first to arrive from wartime newsreels: J. F. C. Fuller, the  greatest military mind of the 20th century and architect of modern armored warfare. Lady  Harris grabbed his arm and pulled him near us. 

“Milo Harland from Hollywood, this is Captain—forgive me darling . . . Major  General Charles Fuller. He and Old Crow had a bit of a falling out before the wars, didn’t  you Charles? Doesn’t matter now. We all did sooner or later. The general was an early  disciple of the master. He edited and contributed to his ponderous Equinox magazine for a  time. He also wrote that glowing paean, The Star in the West. Oh yes, and that marvelous  Treasure House of Images. Oh Charles! I still swoon at that one . . . 

‘I renounce unto Thee the kisses of my mistress, and murmur of her mouth, and  all the trembling of her firm young breast; so that I may be rolled a flame in Thy fiery  embrace, and be consumed in the unutterable joy of Thine everlasting rapture.’ 

“. . . Oh, darling, that one still makes me moist!” 

General Fuller and I both squirmed a little at Lady Harris’s little performance. I  tried to mumble my “how-do-you-dos,” but Frieda chattered on. 

“Quite the military mind, too, aren’t we Charles? Invented that dreadful blitzkrieg  thing. You are a naughty boy Charles—and those ponderous tank books of yours. Such  unpleasantness. But Hitler just loved you before the war, didn’t he darling?—only  Englishman he ever praised in public. I think he wanted you on his team. Can’t blame him.  Invited you to his birthday party, as I recall. Thank God, you didn’t go, old chum. I dare say,  m’ husband Percy still thinks you a bit of a fascist. But then he says that about everyone in  uniform these days. But we love you, don’t we. It’s so sweet that you came tonight. The  master thought the world of you. I know he did.”

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Lady Harris rattled on like that about every guest who came through the door. She had a photographic memory and a biting wit. She told the guests remarkably little about me, however—that is, until Sir Francis arrived. 

After greeting the old man with a kiss, she grabbed me by the arm like a proud  mother and introduced me to him

“Francis, dear, I would like you to meet Mr. Milo Harland who traveled all the way  from Hollywood, California.” She lowered her voice a little. “He’s a ninth-degree member of  our Agape Lodge, O.T.O. and is in the movie business. He sailed over to attend the master’s  funeral yesterday, and he’s staying with us for a few days more. He’s—” 

“Your wife, sir! Your wife! Is she well? When is she due?” The old man blurted out  the words without shaking my hand. It was obvious he was hard of hearing and shouted as  if everyone else in the room was deaf as well. His question surprised me. How on earth did  he know Jean was pregnant? We hadn’t even told our families yet. 

“Yes sir . . . she’s doing fine . . . very well indeed. The baby is due in July.” I didn’t know why, but I took curious pleasure in sharing this information with him. 

“Do you know shorthand?” was his next question. At first, I didn’t quite know what  he meant by the word “shorthand.” After all, at a gathering like this, the term might be  esoteric code for some exotic sex ritual. 

“Shorthand?” I awkwardly responded. 

“Yes, boy! Shorthand. Gregg. Do you know shorthand? Are you fast?” he bellowed. 

I then realized that he was actually referring to shorthand dictation, a skill that I’d mastered  years ago when I worked for Hal Roach. 

“Why, yes sir—as fast as you can talk.” 

“Good! You’ll need to be fast!” was his curt response. “Frieda! Frieda, old girl!  Where in your lovely home can this young man and I be allowed to work undisturbed for a  day or so?”

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I couldn’t believe what was happening. It was as if he had read my mind. I had  barely spoken two words to the man. I hadn’t even asked him for an interview, and now he  was arranging all of it. It was a dream come true. 

Lady Harris seemed as surprised as I at the old man’s request. “Of course,  Francis. You two can use the library. It’s quite warm and comfy. Archie will settle you in right  after dinner.” 

Dinner! I thought. Thank the gods! I was near fainting from hunger. 

“No time for dinner, old darling!” he shouted. “I plan on dying this Friday. The boy  and I can’t wait.” 

Now there’s an announcement you don’t hear every day. Naturally, I thought he  was joking. Even had I taken his words seriously, the gravity of his statement was  completely eclipsed by my hunger. I panicked at the thought I might actually miss the spicy  feast I’d smelled cooking all day. The other guests overheard his death declaration and  reacted with a stunned silence. 

Harris started to speak, but the old man silently hushed her with a slight elevation  of his left eyebrow. A moment later, we were alone in the spacious library—Sir Francis  Bendick and my empty stomach. 

“Sit, boy. Sit.” He pulled his chair directly opposite mine and studied me for what  seemed an eternity. I tried to study him right back. He didn’t look well. In fact, it appeared  that the stiff texture of his jacket was serving as an elegant black and white exoskeleton  sheltering a frail lifeform. Oddly enough, at the same time, I sensed I was in the presence of  someone more alive and vibrant than anyone I had ever encountered. 

The space around us felt softly illuminated by warm, indirect lighting that seemed  to radiate from every pore of his exposed skin. I forgot my hunger and felt nourished by this  man’s presence—fed upon his light. This is magic, I thought. Real magic. Magic isn’t  something you do; it is something you are. This man was the real deal. 

He ignored my thoughts. 

“You think you want to produce a movie about the infamous magician Aleister  Crowley, do you not?”

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I started to answer, but he already knew the answer. 

“My boy, I believe you’re sincere. I believe you’re talented. I believe you’re capable  of writing a tolerably good screenplay. But I know for a fact if you try to produce the kind of  film you envision, your project will flop miserably. You will flop miserably. The world is not  ready for your story, and it certainly cannot be told as the shallow-potted biographic drama  you envision. 

“Listen to me, young man. I will be dead within the week. Half the ancient buggers  down there in the dining room will be prancing naked through the Elysian fields with me  before decade’s end. Before the cock crows thrice, those that remain will deny the master  and attempt to quietly move on with what’s left of their lives. Our master and his sacred  work will be nearly forgotten for the next twenty years, and there’s nothing you or I can do  about it.” 

I was stunned. These were the words of a depressed and bitter old man. I wasn’t going to let this old fool with no future tell me about mine. I wasn’t going to tell him so, but that’s what I was thinking. 

He paused a moment, then leaned forward in his chair—his face inches from mine. I squirmed a little, realizing he’d heard my thoughts. 

“I’ve seen how the future will unfold. The master and I discussed it in great  length—discussed you in great length—a fortnight ago. Hear me now, Milo Harland, for I’m  only going to say this once. 

“You will write a screenplay, and a marvelous work it will be, because I will help  you write it. Tonight, and tomorrow, and tomorrow night, I will help you. It will eventually be  made into a feature film, and it will be an immediate financial success for nearly everyone  involved in the project. But more importantly, as years pass, it will become a classic. It will  endure. It will succeed in introducing Aleister Crowley to a larger audience than a handful  of cloistered occultists. It will do what it must do—capture the spiritual imagination of generations of those who are poised to accept the truth when they hear it. It will become the wonder-story of a new era of human consciousness. It will tantalize future generations and encourage them to seek out the serious works of the master. But, for that to happen, the seed of the master must be planted in their imaginations!”

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He sat back in his chair and smiled warmly. “Unfortunately, my friend, neither you  nor I will see that film made—at least not in our present incarnations.” 

That did it. I didn’t care if this old husk could read my mind. I didn’t care if he  glowed like a Roman candle. He was barking mad! I now only hoped I’d be able to scrape  together a usable interview out of the ramblings of this old codger before he dropped dead.  I cleared my throat and tried to sound like a studio executive. 

“Yes. Well. Be that as it may, Sir Francis, I need to ask you a few questions about Crowley’s life to help me get some facts straight. I want my work to be as historically accurate as possible.” 

“You haven’t heard a word I said, Thrice Illustrious Brother Harland.” 

This was the first time he’d addressed me formally. As we both were Ninth Degree  initiates of the Sovereign Sanctuary of the Gnosis of Crowley’s magical fraternity, I was  obliged by the magical decorum of our order to respect his entreaty and hear him out. 

“This story is bigger than the life of just one man,” he continued. “This story can’t  be told as a history, because truth is never revealed in histories. Objective reality is a very  small reality, my boy. This is an epic that spans multiple lives, multiple dimensions, and centuries of time. It has to be told as a fairy tale—a myth! Because fairy tales and myths are  truer than history, truer than objective reality! They outlive history; and we will need our  story to endure.” 

He leaned forward and placed his hand on my knee and gently patted it. 

“Please, Brother Harland. Consider this a deathbed request from one Initiate of the Sanctuary of the Gnosis to another. Fetch your pad and allow me to tell you a fairy tale.”

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Authors: Lon Milo DuQuette is a bestselling author who lectures worldwide on such topics as magick, tarot, and the Western mystery traditions. He is currently the US Deputy Grand Master of Ordo Templi Orientis and is on the faculty of the Omega Institute in Rhinebeck, New York, and the Maybe Logic Academy. His books include The Tarot ArchitectThe Magick of Aleister Crowley, Understanding Aleister Crowley’s Thoth Tarot, and The Chicken Qabalah. Visit him at londuquette.com.

Jim Bratkowsky is executive vice president of American Media Group and has over twenty-five years of experience in writing for television with credits for shows such as Max Headroom, Perfect Strangers, Alf, Knots Landing, ThunderCats, and Full House.

Spotlight: White Lights by Lauren Kate

#1 New York Times bestselling author Lauren Kate’s Fallen series has sold over 11 million copies around the world—now she returns to the seductive world of angels with a ruthless romantasy, perfect for both Fallen fans and new readers alike.

When mysterious Rafe de la Cruz rolls into Desdemona’s life to recruit her to the elite film school Acheron, Dez has no reason to trust him—and no other option. A violent attack has just put her brother in the hospital…and Dez is the only suspect. Guilt-ridden and grieving, she finds herself running from the law to chase her longtime dream of making movies, at a school she’s never heard of. Soon, she’s dropped into Acheron’s cutthroat world of seductive intrigue, power on an otherworldly scale, and deadly competition.

Acheron may seem like the ticket to a future Dez has always wanted, but as she delves deeper into the secret work being done there, she finds herself trapped in an existential conflict on a cosmic scale—with more than her heart on the line.

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About the Author

Lauren Kate is the #1 New York Times and #1 internationally bestselling author whose novels include the Fallen series, which was made into a major motion picture as well as a TV series on AMC+. Lauren’s books have been featured on Jeopardy, parodied by The Simpsons, translated into more than thirty languages, and have sold over eleven million copies worldwide. She lives in Los Angeles with her family.

Spotlight: Notes from Planet Widow by Gwen Suesse

Some stories meet readers in the middle of uncertainty rather than trying to explain it away. In Notes from Planet Widow, Gwen Suesse reflects on the experience of profound loss, identity shifts, and the quiet process of learning how to continue when life no longer feels recognizable.

Loss has a way of altering everything at once. Familiar routines become unfamiliar. Silence takes on new meaning. Even ordinary moments can feel impossible to navigate. In Notes from Planet Widow, Gwen Suesse writes from inside that reality, offering an intimate and deeply human account of grief after the sudden death of her husband.

Rather than presenting formulas or promises of healing, the book explores what it means to live through disorientation one day at a time. Through reflections shaped by loneliness, fear, anger, memory, and unexpected moments of grace, Suesse examines how grief changes not only daily life, but also identity, relationships, and a person’s understanding of themselves.

The result is a thoughtful, compassionate work for readers searching not for easy reassurance, but for honesty, recognition, and the quiet possibility of finding steadier ground again.

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PLANET WIDOW. A desolate, hostile land. Bleak. Unfamiliar. Foreign. So far away until suddenly it was not; until, like Dorothy, picked up and deposited in Oz by a tornado, I found myself plunked down in a strange barren landscape, overwhelmed by unrecognizable terrain. I was awash in grief, heartache, and disorientation. How could I navigate this unknown land? How could I find my way forward when there was only half of me left to do that? 

All I could see was grayness, everywhere grayness, obscured with apparitions of death, visions of loss, and specters of being alone pockmarking the landscape. 

For Dorothy, there was a yellow brick road. I saw no roads of any kind or color. No way forward and no safe haven. I was consumed by desolation, loneliness, and cold fear. 

That stark, terrifying, hard landing happened years ago. In time the edges softened, the landscape came into focus, and colors reemerged. It is a strange truth that human beings are endlessly adaptable, even when we don’t want to be. We become inured to our situations in spite of ourselves. Surviving grief is as old as humankind. Life does go on. Somehow, we manage to “continue to continue,” as the Simon & Garfunkel song goes. 

Initial paralysis slowly morphed into a truce of sorts with this new terrain. Seeing no alternative, I reluctantly embarked on a messy, disorganized, nonlinear process steeped in a brew of grief, heartache, self-doubt, and gut-wrenching loneliness. This process entailed false starts, full stops, unexpected roadblocks, unforeseeable hurdles, periodic rebellions, hand-wringing insecurities, agonizing uncertainties, and all other manner of obstacles and challenges. One day followed another. Somehow life went on. 

What makes such transformation possible? Surely Grace—Grace, capital-G—that unmerited, mystical assistance that defies explanation, surely that was at work, carrying me when I could no longer carry myself, shifting my spirit when life had ebbed to its darkest moments, revealing glimmers of hope, difference, love, and possibility. 

Examples spring to mind: A friend showing up with a plastic produce bucket full of ice and a bottle of wine. Omnipresent friends—each helping in their own signature way—through phone calls or emails or sharing books or splitting wood for my wood stove. Nature stunning me with her resilience and outrageous beauty as dappled sun sparkled through the trees and onto the stream next to my favorite hiking path, reminding me of Light, Hope, and Buoyancy, hinting that despite everything, joy can still be found. Grace in plain sight alongside the grief, coaxing me inch by excruciating inch to stop staring at closed doors and turn to windows open with possibilities.

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Gwen Suesse is a writer, certified life coach, and grief support practitioner whose work focuses on helping people navigate life after profound loss and transition. She holds a bachelor’s degree from Wagner College and a master’s degree in teaching from Harvard University, and is certified as a Martha Beck Life Coach, a Creative Grief Support Practitioner, and an administrator of the Myers-Briggs Type Indicator®.

Her professional background spans education, choral conducting, human resources, coaching, and leadership roles in nonprofit and community organizations. She has led workshops and delivered keynote presentations at women’s conferences and charitable events, bringing a thoughtful, experience-based perspective to topics of identity, resilience, and personal growth.

Gwen is the award-winning author of Womansong: Balance and Harmony in a Feminine Key, which explores women’s search for balance and self-realization, and Notes from Planet Widow: Finding My Way After Loss, a deeply personal reflection on rebuilding life after unexpected loss.

She lives in Tryon, North Carolina, in the foothills of the Blue Ridge Mountains.

Find out more at her website.

Spotlight: Cocked and Boozy by Brooke Barbier

America's founding generation drank a staggering amount of alcohol by today's standards.

It influenced their politics, built and sustained their relationships, and drove the economy. Booze was not a small part of colonial society, nor covertly consumed in private spaces—it was integral to American life. 

Historians have been reluctant to discuss the influence of alcohol on the founding of the United States, but it is necessary if we want to gain a full picture of the movement—it's time to reveal the drunken side of the American Revolution.  

In Cocked and Boozy—two of Benjamin Franklin's two hundred terms for drunkenness—public historian Brooke Barbier examines the role that alcohol played in spurring, binding, and winning the American Revolution and how it shaped the nascent United States. Every chapter concludes with an eighteenth-century cocktail recipe made for modern tastes, so readers can participate in their own historic tippling.  

The intoxicating story begins in 1763 after the end of the French and Indian War and spans until 1800, with the presidential election of Thomas Jefferson. During these nearly four decades, Americans witnessed unprecedented disorder and prodigious growth, and through it all—powering it, in fact—was alcohol. Put simply, drink helped transform British subjects into Americans.

Excerpt

Without thinking about it too much, conjure up an image of Benjamin Franklin—whatever comes to mind. He may be wearing bifocals—an innovation of his—or, more likely, flying a kite in a thunderstorm. Both nod to his contributions as a scientist and inventor. An equally representative picture, however, would have Franklin holding a tankard of drink, hinting at the prominent role that alcohol played in his life and the revolutionary cause he championed. By the end of this book, that may be the image of Franklin you call up because alcohol was essential to his social and political life. 

As a young man, Franklin published a “Drinker’s Dictionary,” identifying over two hundred terms for being drunk. Cock’d and boozy are two of them, and many are similarly playful and evocative. Some of the expressions have passed us by, like crump footed, drunk as a wheel-barrow, and pidgeon ey’d, while several we still use today, including tipsey, intoxicated, and flush’d.

For decades, alcohol was integral to Franklin’s world, as it was to other iconic leaders of the founding generation. George Washington became one of the country’s largest distillers—in size and volume—and John Hancock’s taste for madeira led to one of the most memorable mobs of the American Revolution. The delegates of the First and Second Continental Congress, and those of the Constitutional Convention, built support for a common cause while drinking in taverns.

It was not just the elite white men who form the pantheon of founders today who raised a glass. Americans of all races, ages, and classes were motivated, connected, angered, and inspired by alcohol. The men, women, and children who lived through the upheaval of the American Revolution drank a staggering amount of alcohol by today’s standards. Consumption steadily rose in the eighteenth century until colonists’ annual per capita intake of hard spirits reached 3.7 gallons, which did not include the plentiful beer and cider they imbibed throughout the day. By comparison, recent studies show that, on average, Americans drink two and a half gallons of all alcohol every year.

Many historians have underreported or, worse, altogether ignored colonists’ alcohol consumption. Then, as now, there can be a stigma around drink, and especially drunkenness, but avoiding the realities of revolutionary America leaves us with an incomplete picture of the times. Such neglect implies that imbibing alcohol is all bad, that it has wholly negative consequences. It is true that drinking lowers inhibitions, hinders people from thinking clearly, and can lead to aggressive or violent behavior, like mobs and riots. Those happened during the American Revolution and had devastating consequences for many.

But it is equally true that imbibing has positive effects, including building community and trust. Cordiality and connection lead to the kind of bonding that was crucial for disparate peoples and regions trying to unify, something easier done over a shared punch bowl. Those living in the eighteenth century found drinking together useful because it broke down social or cultural barriers and made discourse easier.

We can hold both ideas about drinking in our minds at the same time. This is made easier if we recognize that the effects of alcohol on humans are themselves contradictory. Consuming alcohol can be stimulating, leading to increased good feelings and energy, but it mostly acts as a depressant by relaxing behavior and decreasing cognitive function. The founding generation grasped the inherent ambiguity of alcohol, and if we are to understand this pivotal period, we should try as well.

For alcohol was not a casual part of colonial life, nor covertly consumed in private spaces—it was fundamental to American culture and society, and it powered the economy. It was served with meals, at funerals and weddings, and at ministers’ ordinations, which usually called for a specially brewed beer. Booze was drunk inside the home, where white women or enslaved persons produced beers or ciders for family consumption. Laborers were rewarded for their work with beer, and business transactions were solidified over a glass. Women imbibed at sewing circles and during the laying-in period after childbirth. Militia training days ended in taverns with plentiful drink. Alcohol helped warm colonists from the inside out during punishing winters, and it was thought to have medicinal properties, including aiding digestion and warding off fever and chills.

During the American Revolution, specifically, alcohol built community while maintaining a hierarchical order, helped men get elected and garner support while in office, and enabled strangers to become colleagues and eventually countrymen. It broke up the monotony of soldiers’ daily experiences and helped them revel in victories, yet such intoxication ensured civilians would feel unsafe throughout the war. It spurred economic growth and was vital to American industry as white settlers pushed west. It benefited diplomatic efforts, and when the colonies became the United States, it worked to establish a governing class. In short, it drove and sustained the founding generation: the women and men who transformed from British subjects into Americans.

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About the Author

Brooke Barbier is a public historian who received her PhD in American history from Boston College. In 2013, she founded Ye Olde Tavern Tours, a popular outing that takes guests into historic sites and taverns to learn about Boston’s revolutionary and drunken history. She is the author of Boston in the American Revolution: A Town Versus an Empire and the award-winning King Hancock: The Radical Influence of a Moderate Founding Father. She is nationally recognized as an expert on the American Revolution, speaking throughout the country and contributing historic insight to diverse media outlets