Spotlight: And Now, Back to Me by Rita Lussier

What does a mother do when her youngest child leaves home and her perfectly ordered (well, almost) life is suddenly thrown off its tracks, leaving her to wonder if she will ever again find that comfortable rhythm, that sense of belonging?

After 27 years of motherhood, Rita Lussier’s youngest child heads to New York City and Rita drives home to what she thinks will be the calm after the storm only to find no comfort, nothing familiar. The parenting mission that had infused Rita’s days and nights with so much purpose has abruptly changed, and she finds herself re-evaluating her life. From rekindling her marriage and friendships, to kick starting her career, to making difficult choices about her house, finances and future–all the while adjusting to the ever-changing demands of children finding their way into adulthood and aging parents–Rita begins the long, difficult process of redefining herself and her next chapter.

And Now, Back to Me invites readers along as Rita recreates nearly every aspect of her life at a time when she thought she’d be kicking back to enjoy it. As a columnist for The Providence Journal, it was precisely these types of personal glimpses that endeared readers to her column, making it a popular feature of the newspaper for a dozen years. In her book, Rita shares her experiences with the issues that not only confront her at this midlife crossroads, but millions of parents as well.

Excerpt

Four days into my dream job at an advertising agency in Providence, Rhode Island, I discovered what I’d really be doing for the next three decades. The lunchtime appointment would be just a quick walk around the corner to the clinic. The encounter would be awkward. That I knew. But I could endure anything in return for the peace of mind I’d feel once the ordeal was over. 

From out of my purse, I took the little jelly jar I’d wrapped in plastic to keep its contents - my first morning urine - from leaking. I lowered my eyes and handed it to the woman at the desk. The transaction seemed common enough. Dozens of young, anxious women came here every day. I was just another name on the appointment list. That’s what I told myself as I sat in the waiting room, apprehensively thumbing through an old issue of People.

I was not alone. A young woman wrapped in a sweater sat on the other side of the table where the magazines fanned out in a spread of unlikely distractions. She looked over and smiled. “This is my third time. Hopefully it’s a charm.”

I managed a weak nod. Then they called my name. I walked into the inner office and stood in front of another woman behind another desk, shifting back and forth in my new suit and heels until she motioned for me to sit in one of the wooden chairs. I stared at the clock on the wall, noting I’d be late returning to work.

And then, there it was. Just like that. The news rumbled out of her mouth like rolling thunder: Pregnant! 

In that one short moment, my life divided into two distinct parts. The first, when nearly everything was about me. The second, when almost nothing was. I wasn’t ready.

Two kids, two marriages, and more than two career changes later, just as that first visit to the clinic had ushered in sudden and unforeseeable change, another moment would ring in yet another transition for me. This time, however, I knew it was coming. 

As it turned out, I didn’t anticipate Hurricane Irene, the power outage, the last-minute packing by flashlight, the anything-that-didn’t-need-to-be-heated dinner of leftover pizza and Cheerios, all adding to the tension my husband, Ernie, and I were already feeling the night before driving our youngest child, Meredith, to New York University for the first time. But the next morning, the skies brightened, and we climbed into our car as planned, jammed to the hilt with boxes, bags and nervous excitement.

On the sidewalk in front of her dorm, the day had turned sunny, with a few fallen branches on Twelfth Street the only evidence of a storm. But the morning was anything but quiet. Students in bright blue T-shirts rolled big carts in every direction, talking and laughing as they greeted freshmen and their families, helping to unload all their belongings and ushering them into their new residence.  

Once inside Room 3C, we met Meredith’s roommate and her mother, the two of them busy unpacking and organizing. We pitched in, making beds and new acquaintances until a knock on the door summoned the two freshmen to a welcome-to-the-dorm meeting. After a few hugs, while we moms held back more than a few tears, our girls took off chattering down the hallway, leaving us with nothing to do but walk away.

Ernie reached over and took my hand as we made our way to the parking garage and the 180 miles or so of highway that seemed so different than it had just a few hours before.

.“Everything went well,” I said as we settled into our car and headed north toward our home in Jamestown, Rhode Island. 

“Her roommate was nice,” Ernie said.

“Meredith seemed happy.”

“Hope we hear from her later.”

“Me, too.”

As the miles rolled on, the conversation drifted off. Maybe all the packing and the unpacking, the storm and the uncertainty had taken their toll. Maybe we were tired. Or maybe we just didn’t know what to say after our youngest child was no longer tethered to our day-to-day comings and goings; her orbit suddenly ripped free from our watchful eyes. The silence between us was unexpected, but after all, this was uncharted territory. Not to worry. We’d figure it all out once we got home to what some might call an empty nest.

Some. But not me.

I open the door and realize our home is not empty after all. I am here. Ernie is here. So is our faithful, albeit somewhat crazy, black Labrador, Lizzie. And although I suspect it will take me - and us - a little time and more than a little struggle and introspection to reshape this new life, I hope you’ll join us on the next part of our journey. 

As it turns out, the woman who couldn’t quite accept the news at the clinic all those years ago, the mother who had no idea that bringing children into the world would bring her out into the world in new and unimaginable ways, the career-focused professional who never imagined that raising kids would also raise her consciousness --- that woman is capable of yet another monumental and wondrous shift in her life. At least, I think I am.

And now, back to me.

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About the Author

Rita Lussier is an award-winning journalist and writer whose column “For the Moment” was a popular feature of The Providence Journal for a dozen years. Her writing has also been featured on National Public Radio, in The Boston GlobeThe New York Daily News, and many more. Her first book, And Now, Back to Me (She Writes Press, dist. by Simon & Schuster) released March 2025. Rita enjoys coaching writers, conducting workshops and has worked as a publicist and editor. She has taught at both the University of Rhode Island and Rhode Island College. She lives with her husband  in Jamestown, Rhode Island where she enjoys running, walking and time with family and friends.

Spotlight: The Keeper of Lonely Spirits by E. M. Anderson

Publication Date: March 25, 2025

MIRA Hardcover

For fans of UNDER THE WHISPERING DOOR by T.J. Klune, the sweet comfort of THE VERY SECRET SOCIETY OF IRREGULAR WITCHES is combined with the endearing grump of A MAN CALLED OVE, in this cozy fantasy about an immortal ghost hunter who must forgive himself for his tragic past in order to embrace his found family.

In this mesmerizing, wonderfully moving queer cozy fantasy, an immortal ghost hunter must confront his tragic past in order to embrace his found family.

Find an angry spirit. Send it on its way before it causes trouble. Leave before anyone learns his name.

After over two hundred years, Peter Shaughnessy is ready to die and end this cycle. But thanks to a youthful encounter with one o’ them folk in his native Ireland, he can’t. Instead, he’s cursed to wander eternally far from home, with the ability to see ghosts and talk to plants.

Immortality means Peter has lost everyone he’s ever loved. And so he centers his life on the dead—until his wandering brings him to Harrington, Ohio. As he searches for a vengeful spirit, Peter’s drawn into the townsfolk’s lives, homes and troubles. For the first time in over a century, he wants something other than death.

But the people of Harrington will die someday. And he won’t.

As Harrington buckles under the weight of the supernatural, the ghost hunt pits Peter’s well-being against that of his new friends and the man he’s falling for. If he stays, he risks heartbreak. If he leaves, he risks their lives.

Excerpt

I

A spirit was lurking in the stairwell of the historic steps on Savannah’s waterfront. 

For months, the steps had been even more treacherous than usual. Not only tourists but folks who had lived in Savannah all their lives had slipped going up or down—skinned knees, scraped hands, laughed nervously and said they must have missed a stair or misjudged the height. A few accused friends of pushing them, but said friends vehemently denied it, accusing the accusers of clumsiness in turn. 

At last, a tourist had broken a leg and threatened to sue the city. Never mind the signs at either end, warning users the steps were historical and therefore not up to code. The signs probably would have prevented the success of such a lawsuit, but the city, tired of complaints, hung caution tape across the stairwell, and closure signs for good measure, and turned their attention to other things. 

Unbeknownst to them, the unassuming old white man standing before the steps in the wee hours of a mild April morning hoped to solve their problem before the sun rose. 

He didn’t look like a ghost-hunter. He was tall and thin, with blue eyes, a hawkish nose, and thin lips that rarely smiled. Just now, a messenger bag was slung over his shoulder. Dressed in flannel, jeans, and work boots, he looked like a farmer—which he wasn’t but had been in his boyhood some two centuries ago. 

Now he was a groundskeeper. At Colonial Park Cemetery for the present, but not for much longer if all went well this morning. 

He thumbed up the brim of his flat cap, contemplating the stairwell and the spirit therein. No corporeal form, but a haze of color and smell and emotion, a rotted greenish brown that smelled like Georgia’s coastal salt marshes but more. The whole stairwell was mucky with fear. Windows rattled in the buildings on either side. 

The groundskeeper glanced down the street, saw no one, lifted the caution tape and stepped under it. 

A cloud of fear enveloped him. Rot oozed on his tongue, a phantom feeling of sludge. When he’d been young and freshly cursed, the spirits’ swell of emotion had overwhelmed him. He’d drowned in it, unable to separate the feelings of the dead from his own. They’d scared him, the feelings. The voices, not that they were precisely voices. For decades, he’d avoided them when he could, ignored them when he couldn’t. Even Jack had never known about them. 

These days, the dead comforted him: company he didn’t fear losing and never got to know too well. The closest to death he ever came. A reason for him to live, if there were a reason when life had been too long already. 

Of course, there was the curse. But the curse wasn’t a reason to live so much as the thing keeping him alive. 

The windows rattled harder. The rusting metal handrail in the center of the steps groaned. 

The groundskeeper sucked in his cheeks, hoping he at last had good information. He’d spotted the spirit right off, soon as he’d visited the east end of River Street, but he’d had a devilish time finding anything out about it. When his usual hunt through libraries and newspapers failed him, he’d resorted to riding around with the tourists on three of Savannah’s many ghost tours. The last had set him on the right track, after two hours on a cramped trolley beside an Ohio teen who never once let up complaining. 

This ghost tour was nothing, the teen had said. He’d spent loads of time in the cemetery back home, and it was way scarier. He’d seen ghosts at home. He’d thought they were going to see one on the tour, too, and didn’t their guide have any better ghost stories? 

The groundskeeper, of course, had actually seen several spirits on the tour. But in the absence of anyone under age twelve, he was the only one. As the trolley bumped over the cobbles, tilting alarmingly on the steep ramp down to River Street, the tourists saw the still water, the three-story riverboat Georgia Queen docked alongside the quay, the dark windows of the nineteenth-century storefronts lining the near side of the street. The groundskeeper saw the dead. 

Most ghost tours—most ghost stories—were largely hogwash, but they often contained nuggets of truth. In this case, the guide had told the tragic tale of two tween girls who had disappeared less than a year ago. The police had barely bothered looking for them; the disappearance had never been solved. Their ghosts had allegedly been spotted over a dozen times in the last six months, always on the waterfront: they’d ask strangers for help, only to vanish when people tried to take a closer look. Hogwash—partly. The spirit in the stairwell was a newer one, young and scared, so the groundskeeper had investigated any disappearances reported in Savannah in the past year. In a newspaper article dated nine months back, he’d found a small paragraph mentioning the disappearance of two tween girls and instructing anyone with information to go to the police. Less than a week later, one girl had been found, traumatized but alive, at which point all information about the incident had dried up. The other girl, the groundskeeper reckoned, had never been found and was likely dead. 

What there were of the spirit’s memories fit such a story. It remembered neither life nor death, only the confused terror of its last moments. The clearest glimpse the groundskeeper had gotten was the frightened face of a girl: the one who’d been found. This, then, might well be the girl who hadn’t. 

He’d returned to the waterfront this morning to find out. To send her on, if he could, into whatever awaited in the hereafter, before she did something worse than break a tourist’s leg. 

“Layla Brown,” he said. 

The spirit twisted toward him. He let out a soft breath. Finally. The right name. A name alone often wasn’t enough to calm a spirit, but names had power, his mam had always said. This spirit’s name had been buried nearly as deep as his own: Peter Shaughnessy, a name no one now living knew and the last connection he had—aside from an old pocket watch—to his family and the place he’d been born and raised and cursed. 

“Layla Brown,” he repeated more forcefully. 

The spirit shuddered. The nearest window splintered. 

“Sure, there’s no need for that. Ain’t here to bother you none. Here to help, is all.” 

She hung over him like a storm cloud. His heart stuttered, but he reassured himself that she couldn’t touch him. His messenger bag was filled with iron, salt, yellow flowers, various herbs. 

She could bust a window over his head, though. If she was stronger than he thought, she could whip up a wind that’d send him tumbling down the steps, same as if she’d pushed him herself. 

“Died bad, it seems,” he said softly. “Never found. That right?” The rot soured, her fear tinged with regret. She wasn’t strong enough to take form, but a faint whisper echoed in his ears. Even that much took more power than most ghosts had, but speech took less than corporeality. 

Keisha. 

And he knew what she wanted. 

“They found Keisha,” he said. “Whatever happened to you, she didn’t share in it.” 

The spirit wheeled and shifted. Wind moaned, ruffling his shirt and the caution tape behind him. Images flashed before his eyes like a slideshow. That same frightened face he’d seen before: Keisha. A rough hand gripping a thin wrist. The steps, slick with rain. A sudden burst of pain in her temple, a scream, sneakers squeaking. Then, nothing. 

She was remembering her death. 

The wind howled in the stairwell. The groundskeeper slipped, gripped the shaking handrail. Shivered, blinked the images away before they could overwhelm him. 

“Layla!” he shouted. “Layla Brown!” 

A window shattered. The groundskeeper ducked, hoping the building was empty at this hour. Glass rained on his cap. She’d gripped onto his words about what had happened to her, same as she’d held tight to her fear the past nine months. If he didn’t remind her of something else soon, there’d be no calming her. 

He dug into his messenger bag, searching for the beaded bracelet he’d stashed there yesterday afternoon. He hadn’t wanted to use it, if he didn’t have to, aware of its importance and concerned so small a thing might be destroyed or lost in the confrontation. 

“Layla Brown,” he repeated, more forcefully than ever as the wind threatened to swallow his voice. The caution tape fluttered, ripped itself from its fastenings, and blew away. “Look here.” 

He thrust the bracelet out. 

The wind died. The windows stopped rattling. The handrail stilled. A thin, butter-yellow strand of affection threaded through the greenish brown of the spirit’s fear. 

A new memory emerged. Two girls, younger, maybe ten or so, singing loudly and off-key to a pop song as they braided embroidery floss into friendship bracelets. They shouted out the chorus and fell giggling to the ground, pelting each other with lettered beads. 

The bracelet in the groundskeeper’s hand was grubbier now. The embroidery floss was fraying; the lettering on one of the beads had worn away. But it was still legible. 

Best friends 4ever. 

Keisha Adeyemi had tied it to a fence post during the candlelight vigil for Layla Brown held outside their middle school not two days ago. 

“Keisha’s all right,” the groundskeeper said. “Newspaper didn’t say much but that she’d been found, but she left that for you.” 

The spirit softened. The rotten fearful smell lessened, the feeling of sludge on his tongue with it. He breathed deep. Used to it, he was, after dealing with the dead for so long, but it was a relief nonetheless when they calmed down. 

“She’s all right,” he repeated. “But you been scaring people— hurt some of ’em, too. Aye, you have.” 

She rattled a window, not as vigorously as before, annoyed with the accusation. She’d never hurt anyone in her life, she insisted. 

“In life, maybe not. Now you have. Best for you and everyone else if you let go of all that fear and move on, now you know Keisha’s all right.” 

The handrail groaned, swaying back and forth. The nearest support rattled, then ripped out of the ground, bending the rail and leaving a crack behind. For a moment, he thought he was losing her again. 

Then the shaking stopped. 

Eyeing the ghost, the groundskeeper bent to examine the crack. Wedged into the stone was a friendship bracelet matching the one in his hand. More of the lettering was worn away; the braiding was frayed and broken. The groundskeeper plucked it carefully from the stone with a handkerchief, like it was made of diamonds and pearls instead of embroidery floss and plastic beads. The spirit sighed around him. 

“This one’s yours, is it?” She confirmed it. He hesitated. “You understand,” he said, “likely they won’t find who done this to you even if I send it along.” 

She agreed, going gray like the Spanish moss draping Savannah’s many live oaks. Not scared, now. Just sad and regretful, wishing she weren’t dead. 

The groundskeeper ignored that particular wish. His own wants, to the extent he allowed himself any, tended the opposite way. He empathized with the dead, understood them. But he envied them, too. 

“No helping that, now. I’ll make sure whoever you want to have it gets it. Promise. But you got to let go. All right?” 

She twisted over the twin bracelets in his hands, faintly yellow again. Glad to know her friend was okay, if nothing else. 

He wished he could do more for her. Spirits of children were his least favorites. Not because of the spirits themselves—they were no worse, nor better, than any others. He just didn’t like knowing how young they’d died, and so often terribly. 

“Tell me about Keisha,” he said. 

She didn’t speak, of course. Instead, she shared memories. Two girls on the swing set, daring each other to jump off the higher they flew. Painting each other’s nails in a bright purple bedroom. Holding hands, skipping home from school in the rain. In every memory, both of them, together. 

The groundskeeper’s insides twisted. It’d been a long time since he’d been that close with anyone. He said nothing, did nothing, merely stood as silent witness to the ghost’s memories of the friend she was leaving behind. 

The spirit glowed softly gold, shimmering like morning mist. 

As the memories faded, she faded alongside them, until at last she winked out. 

The stairwell was dark and empty, the air clear. Layla Brown’s fear had gone along with her. 

The groundskeeper breathed deep, feeling like a weight had lifted off him. For a moment, he was satisfied. Another spirit sent on, at peace now, he hoped. Living folks saved further trouble, even if none of them realized it. 

Then he looked at the bent handrail, the busted support, the shattered glass, and he sighed. Easier to deal with a haunting’s aftermath when the spirit was confined to a cemetery, where there was less to destroy and destruction could more easily be explained by natural phenomenon. 

He stuck the support back in the stone and reattached the rail, swept the glass to the side. He found the caution tape a ways down the street. Best he could, he hung it back across the stairwell’s entrance before trudging uphill and uptown to tie the two friendship bracelets back on the fence by the school.

Excerpted from THE KEEPER OF LONELY SPIRITS by E.M. Anderson. Copyright © 2025 by E.M. Anderson. Published by MIRA, an imprint of HTP/HarperCollins.

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About the Author

E.M. Anderson (she/they) is a queer, neurodivergent writer and the author of The Remarkable Retirement of Edna Fisher. Her work has appeared in SJ Whitby’s Awakenings: A Cute Mutants Anthology, Wyldblood Press's From the Depths: A Fantasy Anthology, and Dark Horses: The Magazine of Weird Fiction. They have two master’s degrees and a feral passion for trees, birds, pole fitness, and Uncle Iroh. You can find them on Instagram, BlueSky, and Tumblr at @elizmanderson.

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Spotlight: Frozen Flames by M.H.B

(The Hollow, #3)

Publication date: March 20th 2025

Genres: Contemporary, Romance

Synopsis:

One mistake.
A tragic accident.
A life-altering event.

Something I can never take back.

What do you do when you meet the girl of your dreams but you’re now a shadow of who you used to be.

Gemma Ackerman, my girlfriend, was my everything. Her quiet, nerdy aura drew me in and I never wanted to let go. Life on my Harley with her by my side was perfect.

Until it wasn’t—until I lost myself.

Because a part of me died that night and it was never coming back.

I welcomed anger instead.
I greeted loneliness like an old friend.
I allowed guilt and sorrow to nestle inside my head.

That’s when I met Claire Edwards—the epitome of joie de vivre. She showed me a new colorful way to see the world. She turned numbness into eagerness for a taste of life.

And now I’m torn between a girlfriend that never gave up on me and a woman I picture as my wife.

I had no other choice.
I let myself die, so that I may live.
And it’s all thanks to her. . .

*Follow the same standalone storyline as Silent Screams and Grieving Graves through Harvey and Claire’s eyes.

Excerpt

I close my eyes, swarming out of the anger, until I reach for numbness and bask in it like my life depends on it.

Because it does.

Some of us don’t get to live outside our depression.

Some of us only remain alive because of it. 

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About the Author

M . H . B . graduated law from a Canadian University. She loves spending time with her partner and her dog. She has a passion for animals and loves the simple things in life: chocolate, music, books, sunny days, and overall wellness. When she is not writing, her mind is in another world with a book in hand. 

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Spotlight: Sincerely, Your Enemy by Eliah Greenwood

Release Date: March 22 

Available in Kindle Unlimited!

It all started with a phone call.

I was trying to reach my sister. So, you can imagine my surprise when a deep, ridiculously sexy voice answered the phone…

Mathias Jacobs embodies all that is wrong with basketball players. He’s arrogant, hotter than hell, and the worst part? He’s my new dating coach.

He says I lack confidence. And if anyone can help me land the man of my dreams, it’s him.

All I have to do in exchange is tutor him in math before his grades get him kicked off the team. Piece of cake.

And it would be, if it weren’t for the massive lie he tells my crush to make him jealous.

The next thing I know, TJ is my fake boyfriend, and I’m toeing the line between hating his guts and craving something real.

He might not care if it ends in disaster, but I’d rather die than let a basketball god set my world on fire.

And if I have to go down weaving a web of lies and deceit? 

He’s going down with me.

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Meet Eliah Greenwood

Eliah Greenwood is a Canadian, Amazon Top Ten Bestselling Author, coffee addict and cliché lover!

She started her writing journey online at the age of fifteen. She wrote the majority of her first book Unwritten Rules on the bus on her way home from school. When her debut gathered 31,000,000 reads, she decided to self-publish the trilogy that set so many hearts, including hers, on fire. 

When she's not writing and screaming at her computer screen, you can find her binge watching her favorite TV shows on repeat or reading in a warm blanket. 

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Spotlight: Love, Lies, and Celtic Knots: A Small Town Romance Anthology by Annie Carlisle, C.A. Miconi, Delta James, Irene Lawless

(Pelican Point, #1)

Publication date: March 14th 2025

Genres: Adult, Contemporary, Romance

Synopsis:

Welcome to Celtic Knot Winery, where the lush vineyards are ripe with secrets, and love is as rich and complex as the finest vintage.

In Love, Lies, and Celtic Knots, four intertwined romance stories unfold against the enchanting backdrop of rolling hills and grapevines. Each tale weaves its own unique tapestry of passion, betrayal, and heartwarming redemption, proving that amidst the beauty of the vineyard, anything is possible.

Pour a glass and lose yourself in Love, Lies, and Celtic Knots, where every story uncorks a new journey of the heart. Amidst secrets and seduction, these tales remind us that love is the most intoxicating wine of all.

Included in the anthology:
Love’s Hidden Knot by Annie Carlisle
Love Undercover by Irene Lawless
Love Me, Love Me Knot by CA Miconi
Love’s Twisted Knot by Delta James

Enemies to Lovers
Billionaire
Alphahole
Grumpy/Sunshine
Second Chance
One Night Stand
Love Against All Odds

Excerpt from Love’s Twist Knot

“Hello, Candace,” he says, his voice smooth and infuriatingly calm. I can feel it wash over me—just the way it used to. I loved his voice. The man could have read a dictionary, and he would have had my rapt attention.

“Long time, no see,” he continues, unperturbed by my silence. “You’ve been busy. Sapphire Development, right? You’ve had some success, but not in Christmas Valley. I hear you’re planning to turn my family’s vineyard into a resort.”

I stab at another piece of steak, my grip on the fork tightening. My heart thunders in my chest, but I keep my face impassive, my expression cool. Let him talk. Let him say whatever he wants. I’m not giving him the satisfaction of a reaction.

“You know, I didn’t think resorts were your thing,” he adds, leaning a hand against the edge of the booth. “But I guess people change.”

“Still not talking to me?” he asks, his tone light, teasing, as though this is a game to him. “That’s fine. I’ve got time. I’ll just keep guessing. Let’s see… maybe this isn’t about the vineyard at all. Maybe it’s about me?”

That one lands like a blow, and I grip my fork harder, the metal biting into my palm. My pulse quickens, my skin heating with the anger I’m desperately trying to suppress. Of course, he thinks this is about him. It always comes back to him.

The fork in my hand clinks against the plate, my movements growing more forceful as his words sink in. My thoughts spiral, unbidden, to the reasons I’m here—the heartbreak, the humiliation, the years of rebuilding myself after he walked away. The memories crash over me, sharp and cutting, and my resolve starts to crack.

He doesn’t stop. “You know, I’ve been thinking… maybe this isn’t about revenge. Maybe it’s about closure. Is that it, Candace? You need closure? I was hoping we’d get that the last time you visited the club. It’s been a while since you’ve been to Leathers.”

I freeze, my hand gripping the edge of the table so hard my knuckles turn white. The heat rising in my chest boils over, spilling into my veins like fire. Every word he says chips away at my restraint, his tone so calm, so maddeningly confident, as though he knows exactly what he’s doing to me.

And maybe he does.

“Nothing to say?” he presses, straightening slightly. “I guess that’s fine. I’ve always been better at doing the talking.”

That’s it. That’s the push too far.

I stand abruptly, the sudden motion knocking the table slightly and rattling my plate. My purse is in my hand before I realize I’ve reached for it, and I drop a fifty onto the table with shaking fingers. My resolve hardens with every passing second. No more games. No more letting him or any Murphy push me around.

Picking up my scotch, I look at him for the first time since he came over, my glare sharp enough to cut glass. His smarmy smile falters slightly, and for one satisfying second, I let him see the fire burning behind my eyes.

Then I throw the scotch in his face.

The liquid splashes, dripping from his jaw as he recoils in surprise. A stunned silence falls over Jumpin’ Jacks, the quiet so heavy I can hear my own breath.

I don’t wait for his reaction. I push past him, out of the booth, turning on my heel and walking out, my steps quick and deliberate. The door jingles behind me as I leave, but I don’t look back.

Outside, the night air is cool against my flushed skin, and I take a deep breath, steadying the wild storm of emotions coursing through me. He doesn’t get to win. Not this time.

I’m done playing nice, and this time he is not going to win.

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Spotlight: Mate for the Space Cowboy by Phoebe Belle

Release Date: March 19

Available in Kindle Unlimited

What happens when a woman escapes to a new planet and runs into a broody alien bodyguard in need of a mate?

An intergalactic matchmaking service? Sign me up! You see, my life is barely above survival. A chance to escape this crappy planet is worth the risk. All I want is to live without fear. When they tell me the men on this planet worship women, I figure that’s a joke.

But when I meet Hunter, an alien cowboy with a penchant for being overprotective, my knees go weak. He takes grumpy to new levels, and I love a challenge.

Mate for the Space Cowboy is a swoony sci-fi romance with a dash of comedy, adventure and plenty of action.

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Phoebe Belle lives on Earth and dreams about the galaxy. She loves escaping into happily-ever-afters, her family - human, canine and maybe even alien (not willing to rule that out because you never know!) - coffee and cooking.

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